Tuesday, May 22, 2007
I didn't feel like blogging, but I felt kinda bad leaving this place alone.
Oh wells, this blog was opened in 2005, when I was in Sec 2. Seems like a long time ago hur.
Got back MYE results today, and I think even ITE won't accept me with this kinda results. I mean, my results have dropped
A LOT since last term, and I did rather alright for last term though there's always room for improvement. I got rather pissed off with myself for Chem, Bio. This always happens after tests and exams. Seriously, I either wanted to punch the wall or go bang my head against the wall. Then there was this pang of guilt- I've let my parents, tuition teachers, teachers and myself down. Guess that's not the way hur? I don't like to feel like I owe so many people so much. Guess something has to be done. Anyway, what can I expect from not studying thoroughly? Though this is just MYE, it kinda reflects a lot- how I'll do for Prelims and 'O's if I continue this way.
I've gotta resist playing too much the holidays. It's not even a holiday anyway. Probably just some stay at home and mug your life away home-camp.
It's time to do what I should do. I don't wanna live my life in regret.
My mind's unweaving/ 10:38 PM
